My School Life Part 2

My life is getting me a bit more stubborn. Sometimes I think my teacher, Mr. Matthew is a bit overzealous on essays and I don't seem to have an interest in essays. But I can't be selfish and let Mr. Matthew, my parents and my teacher aid down. So I guess I should think about doing my work and all of that but how will I be able to remember the notes of the work I did so far in my life? How will I have what I want. What can I do to be a game designer? How will be in my own future...?